Uncosumed

I really don't think

I will need a preacher man
to pray for me
in that casket,
for man,

if I never did plead
to God for
myself'

if I never showed up as
an upholder of a one, Him,

if I roller-coasted in my
trespasses through the days
and
nights
of my existence.

No amount of preacher man's
prayer will
make the most high
reconsider
my fate after
here.

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In the end 

you must 

be 

consumed by 

these people 

or else

you are not 

of 

use.

Image by Michal Jarmoluk from Pixabay

On the world stage,

we can't
assemble and
mistake

or else
we shall be detested
and vomited
and distanced

but,

they say mistakes
are the most crucial part of
lessons.

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 I will love you,

just dont 

forget,

that I am human,

thus, even 

in love 

i might be hindered by limitations.

So be it, that you love me anyway.

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It’s only the blind

who can hand over a heart

in exchange

for love.

And their hearts,

for centuries,

has been nothing but

a victim of cruelty,

of endless torments.

In one end,

the man believes

before he ends

in another end,

the man ends

before he believes.

But in both,

the man ends.

And in both,

the man may not get hold

of what he believes in.

What you want,

you can't grasp,

if at all

it's placed

in the minds,

hearts,

and bodies of people.

What you want,

you won't grasp.

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In this scattered 

brain of mine,

I hope,

that 

i wont lose 

hope any more .

Image by Nhat Vu from Pixabay

Run like
the blind,
dance like the deaf.

Believe
like a juvenile,
and like terror,
bombard
and explode
where
need be.

                                                                               Shed.

       

Shed is a manual email and Whatsapp system that’s free-no subscriptions, no spam, no ads. Just a simple chat space for those feeling low and uncertain.

It has three paths, each inspired by my own life experiences:

• Deep Talk
  Sometimes, I just crave a chat where I can sit down and laugh at the unfairness of life, talk about anything, or rant about failures and stuff. But there was no one to run to. That’s how Deep Talk was born-a space for when you need that kind of conversation. It's just one email away, and it’s human.

• Assurance
  In this struggle of life, there were times I made decisions and just wanted one person to tell me, “You did the right thing.” But that person was nowhere to be found.
  I remember breaking up with my toxic girlfriend and running to my best friend, hoping for some support. Instead, he hit me with, “You’ve lost a beautiful girl. Who will love you besides her?” It hurt even more and made me question my decision, even though, looking back, it was the best choice I ever made.
  Assurance is for moments like that-even if you messed up, we can laugh it off, craft an apology, and then admit, “Shit, they deserved it!” Hahaha.

• Assessment
  Now, this one’s a bit technical, even though I didn’t want it to be.
  I realized that every time someone asked me a question, trying to answer it made me see parts of my life more clearly.
  Like when someone asks, “What’s your favorite film?” and I think Stalker or The Turin Horse, it takes me back to why I love those films-and sometimes, it’s hard to decide which is which.
  So, Assessment is like a wannabe therapy-but let me be clear, it’s not therapy.
  I ask questions, and as you answer them, you might start to piece together little segments of yourself. The questions are just a way for you to realize more about who you are.

All of this is free-no subscriptions, no spam, no endless ads.
It’s just something I’ve wanted to start for a long time, and well-boom-I’ve started it.

How it works:

• Send a simple hi to rantandreleasespace@gmail.com.

• Choose which of the three paths you want.

• Send a hi to that path’s email.

Just keep in mind, replies might delay a bit, but they’ll definitely come. No strings attached.
Thank you for being here.

-Amon Ananias. Shed by Lifepath

Terms & Conditions -Shed
Last updated: [4/09/2025]

Purpose
Shed is a reflective space under Lifepath. It exists for sharing words, ideas, and creative works. It is not a therapeutic, medical, or legal service.

There is love 

and 

there is felony.

and both can come to you at once 

when, 

when in a season of 

adversity.